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Post by Rika on Sept 5, 2017 12:08:04 GMT -5
Whatsup, just sticking this here since there arent any more recent posts. Feel free to bug me if you need me!
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Post by namirose on Sept 6, 2017 0:37:25 GMT -5
I live in Gettysburg PA! If what your looking for is East Coast Vamps?
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Post by Rika on Sept 6, 2017 6:39:26 GMT -5
Hey, I'm Northern Virginia! Nice to meet someone sorta close. What's up?
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Post by namirose on Sept 6, 2017 9:52:19 GMT -5
Nice! Your one of the closest people I have meet on here so far! Well as of right now I am on a suspension from work till the 18th so I'm pretty bored lol.
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Post by Rika on Sept 6, 2017 9:58:37 GMT -5
I saw that! What happened? Glad you're up. I had to get a day job because, welp, that's life I guess. There are no nightime preschool positions! Hahaha. How old are you? You in school?
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Post by namirose on Sept 6, 2017 10:02:44 GMT -5
I'm 19 and thankfully I got myself a night job. I don't think I could handle a day job lol. And no I am not in school I work full time as of now. And wow preschool? I don't think I could work with kids I dislike a large number of them X3. With the occasional select few I like.
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Post by Rika on Sept 6, 2017 10:26:50 GMT -5
Kids are great, they pick up on energy extremely easily so it teaches you to really control what you're putting out there. I try not to release any negative energy while I'm at work and I try to push a lot of positive, especially to the trouble kids. Thing about kids is they're are so many ways you can affect them as a person. If a kid is an asshole, you can help fix it. If an adult is an asshole, fuck 'em, they're probably stuck an asshole. Teens are in the middle, I mostly worked with them managing a coffeeshop/ community center.
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Post by namirose on Sept 6, 2017 10:36:29 GMT -5
Uh wow, yeah I never really thought of it like that. Guess that's why kids always have hated me and been scared of me I guess I put off to much negative energy. But at the same time I love child spirits that have passed away. (P.s. I'm a death witch/necromancer aswell so I do a lot of spirit work with the dead and things like that.) But yeah I love talking to and helping young spirits...just the ones that's are still alive I'm kinda like ehh.
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Post by Rika on Sept 6, 2017 10:50:34 GMT -5
I used to have trouble controlling my negative energy as well, but I was just a very very angry teenager. It was also before I seriously started focusing on energy manipulation. I had a couple premonition dreams came true and then I got arrested and, well, thinking you might be in prison for 25 years makes you reevaluate yourself. Sometimes I still "blow up." And then... something bad happens to someone. I love kids but if an adult wants to play games, I always win!I try to control myself, I'm pretty sure this life is my "community service" for a string of me being super shitty in past lives, but who knows.
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Post by namirose on Sept 6, 2017 10:57:32 GMT -5
Omg wow. Well I am glad your not in jail! And I am glad you are doing good for the world! I have never stayed in jail before, however I did get arrested 2 times for trying to kill myself about a half a year ago.
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Post by Rika on Sept 6, 2017 11:09:42 GMT -5
Why would they arrest you for that? They thought I was a terrorist. They even questioned me about the vampire stuff because I had a lot of info written down, including Steve's WHOLE website for when I couldnt access the internet. I lied and said it was a fetish (dunno why but I thought it would be more understandable) Anyway, if it wasn't for being "competent and intelligent" I probably could have gone to the loony bin. Which, if you were self-harming, they shpuld have taken you to a hospital instead of arresting or detaining you.
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Post by namirose on Sept 6, 2017 11:21:10 GMT -5
Uh belive me they did. I spent about a month in a mental ward...lets just say it's a experience I will never forget...
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Post by Rika on Sept 6, 2017 11:30:17 GMT -5
Yeah, stuff like that can be pretty traumatizing, but hopefully you got some help. I've been there and it's a never ending climb out, you might slip back in sometimes. Just make sure you seek out help if you ever feel like you're getting close to that point again.
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Post by namirose on Sept 6, 2017 12:07:00 GMT -5
Yeah its really just a day by day thing. Since I have gotten a job I have been better...but with me most likely going to lose it soon... I am not to sure how long I am going to hold up. And I will not go back to the hospital a 3rd time. I will be dead before that happens again.
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