Post by dakotavampirewoman on Jun 29, 2016 10:36:37 GMT -5
Hello and much respect to All. Well all who aren't posers but even they need direction. Well this is my very first ever stab at reaching out . I'm 37 years on this earth plane and the last time I was in a chat room, I was 19 . Haha. I had a Vampire Awakening recently and it was hard but intriguing to realize at first and come to terms with (took about a week) During this time, I experienced what I would describe as a "DNA reset" or my first instinct, my Ancestors were trying to show me how I died. I was beheaded. My spirit guides are always showing me what and where. When they showed me I am a Vampire it was quite shocking. I am a single mother, a "Spiritual" person (whatever the fuck THAT means). I am an Empath. I see and feel energy and am a helper to many so much that I neglect myself. I am a Dakota Native American and hail from the Midwest although I reside in upstate NY. I AM A REAL VAMPIRE. I know this to be true. Have read the website and fk the posers. The way Steve responded to some of the emails was hilarious. People are idiots and I have no time for bullshit In my Life. I'm finding my Path and this is All or nothing and EVERYthing to do with it. I know I am an energy worker because of my Native roots and also being an Empath. This however, is much different. It's intriguing and to be honest, I feel blessed and content with the fact that my People have shown me part of who I am. I meant, that I Am. I am perfectly imperfect and I am my own worst critic in Life. It has been rough at times but there is. Saying I like to remember and recall "when you can't look at the bright side, I will sit with you in the dark" I imagine my Ancestors saying this to me from the Sky World and I feel content. I asked them to send me another real vampire and they did. A friend of mine who is an astrologer and friend and we figured it out together so to speak . I know no others yet. And am curious to know who may be a Slayer. I live in a tight "spiritual" circle (away from my family and people back home) but every one of them is in my Path for a reason. I am single and stubborn. I like to navigate life Alone, as lonely as its been for so long. Anyways, I feel I may be rambling. When I took the what I saw As brave first step to researching this topic I asked for guidance. This is the 2nd site I saw. I experience all Vampire Qualites. I suck at math but I could relate to ALL except two. I know I need blood someday but I'm taking it slow. They will show me In their good time. Also, when I hit puberty, my first fantasy was of me and a Vampire. That was weird to me back then. I filed that into the "ok weirdo" file for decades. I now know that was not a coincidences . That and many other signs of Vampirism I ignored. Two years ago I was especially inebriated one night. I was re practicing drawing faces. I drew a woman who was half Vampire. A fang, blood and serpent hair. I do not recall drawing it. Thank you for whoever is listening and reading. Just writing these words I have cried 3 times and feel an enormous weight off my shoulders. It hurts and it hurts good. I hail from the Sisseton Wahpeton Dakotah People in Sisseton South Dakota