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[kalinarina]

Hello,

Well I am new here, joined just today, I am, from what I understand now from reading Steve's site for almost a week is that I am awakening. Or more like lay dormant for whatever reason. Six weeks ago I spilt with my partner, he was a vegetarian, so I only ate meat once a week. The day after he moved out I ate three blue steaks at one sitting then one every day after that, I have one every day now. Until then I was lethargic drawn and energy levels were well, awful. My physical appearance has vasty improved skin hair nails everything. However, and is this normal please, I am finding that, how can i put this, the steak is no longer enough. I ate two hours ago and now want more. These are 3/4 pound steaks, cooked as Steve suggested. Will this craving pass? Has any body else experienced this? I live alone and have few friends so I am trying to deal with this on my own, this is costing me an absulute fortune in steak. I dont think that I am quite mentally ready to take from a human yet however, I am a Nail Technician and it is now effecting my work, a client offers me their hand and I have this urge to bite. Any advice please, sorry but I am bit concerned.

Kali-Ann

[berkthefirst]

Whether you are a vampire or not it sounds like you have a blood fetish or a fixation. For most vampires, blood is just something they need, not necessarily something they crave every second of the day.

[kalinarina]

Thank you,

I did read another post that they were having steak each day, then things calmed down, maybe its just my body craving what it has been denied for so long and will calm down. I will see where I go.

Thank you again

Kali

[berkthefirst]

Maybe

[Emilee]

I'll be honest, your body does crave what it's been denied of if you realize you need it. But even when I awakened, I didn't crave it everyday. I do get small urges when I'm low on blood nowadays, but they don't effect me in the sense you're speaking of. And I especially didn't need 3 steaks to satisfy myself. You just said you used to be vegetarian for your ex, it's very common when you only had it once a week maybe that your body would miss it and crave it when you separated. Other than normal occurrences, you don't seem like a vampire to me.