tried to make an energy ball

[lyanna95]

hello, 

  Today is the first day I have seen this website, for the fact I was doing research for a paper for college. You have done an amazing job Steve with the different categories and the way it is all organized. I absolutely am interested in hearing anymore information you have on this, I've always been obsessed with the idea that mythical creatures (sorry for saying creatures.... just you know) were always real. But, I was wondering if it is normal to hear a ringing noise in your ears when you were attempting to make an energy ball? Also, is it normal to have a dream that ends up coming true two- three days later, or having a feeling of someone watching you and you turn to actually find someone watching you or with an experience of a red light going through my window at 3am looking and no car backing up and its just a red light from no where, running to your bed feeling your skin crawl because someone is watching you but nobody is home and reaching your hand up and feeling like you are grabbing on somebodies throat squeezing and then a gust of air hits your hand where a mouth is supposed to be. I might be just crazy or something but this is something that has happened to me 3 years ago and just last night I felt someone watching me in the middle of the night and looked out my window to find a man there and he just disappears. .......... I hope you can give me some feed back and help me understand any of this.

  Sincerely yours truly,
Lyanna  
        

[Emilee]

Most of what you describe is a basic haunting. The red light, the paranoia feeling when no one's home. That's not related to vampirism, it's just a ghost following you. Of course, since a ghost was a person like you and not 'mythical' it sorta makes sense why they'd be angry with you if you tried to choke them. I've never choked a ghost, that's a new one, but I've been choked and that's not fun. The ringing in your ears isn't normal, at least, I never got the ringing in my ears when doing energy manipulation or magic. That might be a medical issue with your eardrums if that continues, go check it out. Feeling someone watch you and then turning as soon as they look at you is a vampiric thing, but I've met people with strong sixth senses that do it, too. You just sound like an extremely powerful psychic.

[Emilee]

As a side note, if you delve too deeply into the matter of ghosts, you'll end up attracting something more than you can handle, naturally talented or not. Be careful on that. And yeah, don't go harassing ghosts either, that just pisses them off and then you'll either see spooky shit everywhere all the time or they'll hit you. Just research it, but ease into it, don't dive into it.

[berkthefirst]

Yeah that wouldn't be very good, word of the wise, don't anger ghosts!

[jessicazhi]

Thanks for the tip... I wonder how my uninvited house-mates actually think of me...

[berkthefirst]

No problem ;D

[lyanna95]

Thank you. I did not mean to choke it it just happened like i didnt know what I was feeling it was weird. I honestly have no clue why a ghost would be haunting me anyways and my eardrums got checked two days ago said they were perfectly fine..... and my friend said after I told him about any of this he said i can be a clairvoyant I dont know why but his moms said it too and they are wiccan generations. But thank you for the help and If it is true that I might have a gift for any of that then by any chance do you know how to actually tap into it and help control it cause its so aggravating. I hate feeling like I am being watched all of the time.

[Emilee]

Sadly, everyone's psychic ability is different. While anyone can learn all types, natural talent takes self taught experience to learn how to control. I'm also horrible at explaining, so I can really only advise you not to dive bead first into it, as that will make everything worse.

[Steve]

The moment some one claims to have choked some thing that, isn't alive, has no lungs, and no need for air, should be your first sign that they are full of shit.

[berkthefirst]

Or possibly mistaken?

[Emilee]

Wow, I was so focused on the other details, I totally overlooked that. Sometimes it's easy to be swept up in lots of words, I guess.

[berkthefirst]

That's true

[cakethecat772]

Yeah, I was just thinking that while reading the replies. If she could feel it breathe (or so she says) it probably is fake.