Lex... or Rez.. I can't decide which yet...

[lex]

Hello everyone! first off. for the purpose of this post. me using my phone to type this and me not caring enough. my grammar and punctuation are going to be atrocious. so no judging me. also. as the title says. you can call me either Lex or Rez. either works.

I am a blood drinker and thinking back on my childhood i have been for a very. very... very long time. i am not interested in aything psychic or magic related or anything like that. i do seperate blood from food and especially anything sexual (it pisses me off to no end seeing how many people immediately mark vampirism as some fetishistic act and walk on).

To be entirely honest i have been questioning what exactly toconsider myself for a long time. since i dont believe i "need" blood for survival im not sure if i fit in to the vampire category. but just because i dont think i need it to stay alive doesnt mean i dont want it. and i want it a lot. almost to a dangerous level i think. I have compulsions from time to time that ive decided to call bloodlusts. i dont know if anyone else gets them. but what happens in simple terms is: i cant think about anything but blood. my heart starts beating faster. my breathing quickens. and it can either be a very nice time or a very bad one. and oftentimes is attributed to my own bad habit or autohemophagia or auto vampirism which i know for a lot of people is probably a no-go.

i do not have the resources to get blood all that easily and i live in a part of the US where if i tried looking for a donor. i would more than likely be greeted with a crucifix and some holy water (so many christians everywhere). if anyone else lives in northern VA you share my pain.

anyways. if anyone is interested in talking or knowing any specifics about me. please ask. i like hearing what people have to say.

[berkthefirst]

I have no idea about your situation, but I do now I've seen a lot of people on here who are from north Virginia, so your pretty lucky there

[lex]

well then we need to make a north VA vamp community. we need to get on that. im surprised to know that there are really any here to be honest because of the amount of people who would be completely against t here. but if there are more than i think. we really need to start talking more...

[berkthefirst]

Really though, I get how you feel, here in Salt lake county, Utah, there are ALOT of Mormons, who are really judge and conservative, not bashing on them because im Mormon myself, but in general they are really judgemental

[berkthefirst]

I'd be shocked to find 3 or more vampires living around here

[lex]

im personaly going to an extremely christian university next year. i get a chuckle out of that of course. but at the same time i feel like ill be more likely to meet someone or maybe even a few people who might be interested in making donations.

[berkthefirst]

I guess that makes sense