Post by marshall on Mar 28, 2020 0:38:36 GMT -5
This website has truly been a revelation for me. In this thread I am going to pose a lot of questions, any and all feedback or comments are welcome as long as they're kind, constructive and/or truthful.
After going through the list of traits, my eyes were wide and dots connected in ways I couldn't have imagined.
My father never left, even though he had the chance to when my mom ran away with me. My last name is Bator, and other forms of it exist near Transylvania include Bathory, as in Elizabeth.
In observing my family, it's only my father and I who I believe are vampires, although I have my suspicions about my sister.
I'm not entirely sure why so many vampires don't know their fathers, although I have my suspicions.
Based on my observations of my father and myself, it seems as though there is a certain rage that is both terrifying to behold, and extremely powerful.
My dad told me a story about me. After I was born I grabbed his finger and stopped crying, they then ran tests on me, something was wrong.
He was in the hallway, full of stress. Another couple came out weeping after losing their child. Obviously I'm okay now.
I've always felt different. I was a nerd, jock and stoner in highschool yet never fit in anywhere. There were viscous court battles when I was a kid. My refuge was the football field. I played middle linebacker.
I would react so quickly to plays that I would be in the backfield before the linemen left their stance. I was a force on the football field. Then on a stray play my knee was destroyed and my football career ended abruptly.
I got into drugs and that led down a dark path. Really, I was trying to find a place to belong. To be honest, I didn't read what a vampire awakening looks like, but I'm pretty sure that mine landed me in a psych ward for three months. Obviously drugs were a factor too.
I've never had human blood, but I sure as hell like a rare steak. I can hear whispers from across a room, especially my name.
I'm also curious if fathers leaving vampire children has something to do with the process?
I grew up with a fear of my own rage, seeing what it did to my dad with that said, I'm done with all this dark past shit. I got my act together, life happens, It's what we choose what to do with the time given to us that counts. I've chosen to heal, I work with children and am in school as an ECE as a man.
The children I serve never cease to bring joy to my spirit. I spent most of my summers in northern Canada at various camps. I've been wandering off at night with no flashlight in the woods by myself since I was 15. There is a certain peace that comes to me there.
Honestly, that was half a novel, so I'll cut it here. I've never been one to shy away from the truth for too long, It seems as though I'm a vampire, who would've thought.
Hmm last thing, that noise in the sound clip. Not only did I hear it, but I occasionally hear it randomly just going about my day. That exact sound. Any thoughts or comments are welcome as long as they're kind, truthful or insightful.
Take Care,
- Marshall
After going through the list of traits, my eyes were wide and dots connected in ways I couldn't have imagined.
My father never left, even though he had the chance to when my mom ran away with me. My last name is Bator, and other forms of it exist near Transylvania include Bathory, as in Elizabeth.
In observing my family, it's only my father and I who I believe are vampires, although I have my suspicions about my sister.
I'm not entirely sure why so many vampires don't know their fathers, although I have my suspicions.
Based on my observations of my father and myself, it seems as though there is a certain rage that is both terrifying to behold, and extremely powerful.
My dad told me a story about me. After I was born I grabbed his finger and stopped crying, they then ran tests on me, something was wrong.
He was in the hallway, full of stress. Another couple came out weeping after losing their child. Obviously I'm okay now.
I've always felt different. I was a nerd, jock and stoner in highschool yet never fit in anywhere. There were viscous court battles when I was a kid. My refuge was the football field. I played middle linebacker.
I would react so quickly to plays that I would be in the backfield before the linemen left their stance. I was a force on the football field. Then on a stray play my knee was destroyed and my football career ended abruptly.
I got into drugs and that led down a dark path. Really, I was trying to find a place to belong. To be honest, I didn't read what a vampire awakening looks like, but I'm pretty sure that mine landed me in a psych ward for three months. Obviously drugs were a factor too.
I've never had human blood, but I sure as hell like a rare steak. I can hear whispers from across a room, especially my name.
I'm also curious if fathers leaving vampire children has something to do with the process?
I grew up with a fear of my own rage, seeing what it did to my dad with that said, I'm done with all this dark past shit. I got my act together, life happens, It's what we choose what to do with the time given to us that counts. I've chosen to heal, I work with children and am in school as an ECE as a man.
The children I serve never cease to bring joy to my spirit. I spent most of my summers in northern Canada at various camps. I've been wandering off at night with no flashlight in the woods by myself since I was 15. There is a certain peace that comes to me there.
Honestly, that was half a novel, so I'll cut it here. I've never been one to shy away from the truth for too long, It seems as though I'm a vampire, who would've thought.
Hmm last thing, that noise in the sound clip. Not only did I hear it, but I occasionally hear it randomly just going about my day. That exact sound. Any thoughts or comments are welcome as long as they're kind, truthful or insightful.
Take Care,
- Marshall