Post by Felicity on Jun 21, 2018 6:44:27 GMT -5
You would mean like the Shakes and Cold sweats? If so i did get those kinds of Sign out of the blue in the past just never clicked about it. I would get them a little often just didn't think about it before that they would some times last a few days and keep me up. For example I'm getting shakes and Cold sweats right now. Perhaps due to not eating any Meat of any kind for the last 38-39 hours now. It feels like it shakes down to your core type of deal seeming to originate from your stomach and Chest going outwards. Theres other signs to but i don't wanna talk about those in public cause they are kinda embarrassing. As for flip emotions like a coin it depends on the days Normally i stay calm and Collected but there are days when i can go from 0 to 100 just like that. They are rare though Prob even more rare then the Norm. The 4 friends i do have said they never seen some one so calm and so helpful in there Lives. But only 2 of them seen my on a bad day and i guess i kinda scared them some sorts though i wasn't mad at them. I only remember of 3 times in my life that i lost it really and they call it seeing Black but i say it more like red and its like i dont have control over my body anymore. 1 of those times was when i was 12 and i use to get bullied a lot by this one guy over and over and over Mainly cause i could not play sports or do really anything that would force my Heart and lung. And the last time he stuck gum in my hair and i just lost it. Im 5'11 mind you fairly built for a chick been that size since i was 14. Well i would say that it was a good thing my Dad's best friend was passing by when he did cause ill call him R was knocked out and i was still bashing him. I just recall someone screaming "Hey your gonna kill him." Then i just got off and walked off home real fast. The other 2 times was in high school and lets say small towns here don't like Gay's, Or Lesbians for the matter. Same thing happened i was pushed to much then they picked on my GF and i snapped. Lucky for my one of my friends "Hes dead now Died by an IED in 2009 and was the youngest one killed here in Canada." Well both times anyways he stopped me and Calmed me down he was really a good guy.