Awakening test for Number 1.

[Felicity]

I my self got 1,16,19,31. Though I'm not sure of 1 and 16. For 1 I never took the time to look at my self before and after.Ill need to brake my 1 month diet. will be doing that test tomorrow to be sure. And 16 i don't quite know the only Human blood i had was my own. And not like a drink more less just to lick up a cut. Though i have had Cow,Moose,Deer,Lamb,Bear,and Rabbit really anything on the farm or that i would hunt Btw Bear is quite an acquired taste i found.

So i did the test for Number 1 today. I cooked up 2 large stakes from a cow that i got this fall that were cooked between blue and rare. I took some Pictures before eating and took some 1 hour after and 3 hours after. The pictures did not come in as well im guessing cause the lighting changed as the sun set down how ever in the mirror my skin was less pale and looked more healthy. Even getting the bags under the eyes to fade some. For the first time in a month a ate red meet due to me diet and i must say that i felt much better. 1 hour after i ate i felt like i had more energy and for the first time this month my bones didn't hurt. The biggest thing i did notice after eating it was i felt Hydrated better. The last month it seemed that no matter how much water i was drinking it was never enough and just seem the go right though me more less. So i think i can cross number 1 off which leaves me with 16,19,31.

I would also like to know if anyone else had simulator effect's from eating the rare meat. Before: 1 hour after: 

3 Hours after:   Oh and yes i know that my eye color changed. That's normal for me they did that for as fare back as i can remember never seem to just want to stay the same color i don't know why.  So I would like opinions please and thank you.

[Dragon]

see my post on the same subject. but do you often eat jerky and steak? because when i did i went from nothing to something and lemme tell you that is a huge difference

[Felicity]

Well you see i normally would eat a lot of wild meat's. I also keep there blood when i drain them nothing goes to waste Normally i add a few spices then freeze it to make my Soups,Black pudding,Blood Sausage,and Stews. So before i decided to go on a diet i was eating Meat every day so i never really took time to notice and when i went on my diet i was feeling more less drained all the time. I though that i was perhaps the Sugar that i had cut i never even though of the fact that it was cause i had cut out red meat's from i diet. As for jerky well i got plenty of that i have my own smoker and stuff so i tend to make most of my own jerky.  This is my self about a month before i went on the diet and got my hair cut.    And this is my self this morning 16 hours after eating the Rare stakes yesterday.

I to had a lot of Medical problems when i was born I had heart irregularity and i had many issued with my Lungs i was medicated for most of my younger years and could not do sports until i got to high school. I think i was in grade 10 when it more less stopped all at once it seemed. Just one day i didn't seem to need to take my pumps and my pills anymore ever going as fare as starting to take Gym classes and setting 2 records for the 100 meter and long jump that to this day still stand's in the North Easter Track meets. To be Honest i never had any interests in Vampires and that Included the Hollywood movie kinds. Lets say at this point im taking pictures a lot cause i wanna keep Records more less See how long extra color last before it starts to turn back to Black under the eyes and Paler skin.

[Dragon]

yeah i was basically a vegi and had processed foods, my awakening was like first having blood. my advice NEVER put yourself in that position.

i need a constant meat supply in my life. it would be Soooo much easier if it was like what you have.

[Felicity]

Yeah i was raised on a Farm and hunted Since i could hold a gun later i was a Bow cause now i bow hunt. So i figure that is probably why i never felt the effects of going without. Had i not seen this page to be honest i would have never done the test and kept going with my diet i just though "Hey lets give it a try" at first cause i already eat my Stakes Rare to begin with so it just ment that i would need to brake my Diet for a day if it worked it that was ok if not that was ok to. This site kinda made me look things over a little and noticed that there was a lot that changed between 15-18 years old in my life that i just put under just normal changes.

[Dragon]

Damn you got a compound bow? hows the hunting with a bow? difficult? require many people? i find it amazing that you do that and i would love to learn

[Felicity]

Well not many people i know were able to use Compound bow most down get how aiming works and how to feel the wind. I took me 1 day of training and on the second day I figured how to shoot i was hitting the bullseye at 100 yards. With a rifle i can hit the same target at 400 yards with just the Stock iron sights. I tend to go in groups of 3 but there's been a few times i went out and spent the weekend by my self to go hunting. Though when you are alone let me tell you its a lot of work getting the in this case Moose out. Whats fun with the bow is you give your Prey more of a fighting chance seeing that you gonna shoot closer wind effects your arrow much more then a rifle bullet and you gonna i gess Cloak your self not make a sound Control your Breathing cause if any of those things are not done right well the Anime picks up on you and then you wont get a chance for a shoot. Also with the bow you wanna shoot in the lungs casue massive bleeding. and unlike a gun it does not shatter the bullet and bone and ruin a lot of meat the cut from the arrow is clean. Once you know your bow the best thing i can say is look where you wanna shoot it becomes that easy. I my self tend to take down at about 50 yards. and once the Buck was just on the other side of the pine from where i was standing like only 5 or 10 yards away before i took my shoot. Those shots are risky though there's a chance the buck will charge if he feels it. Luckly with bows there no sound and its only a Pinch they feel and die about 5 min after you just gonna stay put and keep your self hidden as to not make him run cause then you got a hell of a job on your hands.... Moose tend to find a hole in the swamp to go die in.

[Felicity]

Btw i use a 90 pound bow. and if you look at most hunter's that film them selves i get no idea how they pull it off braking branches and over all not masking them selves. I would think that they hunt in Game Parks were animals are Tame and more less not afraid of humans. All the Animals i hunted cept for Bears casue Bears are just really cocky as shit they are gone as soon as there a sound. That includes if you Breath to hard. Rabbit's you just yell "hey" And they stop and stick there head up then you take your shot. I use Blunts for small Game. Also i would tell you to go with people who are not scared of a little blood there. Most the people i hunted with over the years were ok to kill but when they seen what it took to Clean an Animal they got a little Pale so most the time im stuck cleaning skinning and hanging to drain the blood out by my self. Which is why the last 2 years iv gone by my self if you get no help cause people call them selves hunters but get weak in the knees cause of blood well yeah Stick to Veggies. The few times i did meet my dad when i was younger he got me started on something i still do today Eating a few bites of the Jaw still warm heart. People will say you will get sick but i never did and by the time you get to the heart you know if the animal has an infection or something else. I Would say also not to do that one infront of other people it does not give much of a positive reaction lol.

[Dragon]

Oh im the guy who went to scout camp and cut the head off a rabbit, got the pelt (it comes off like a sock ), gutted it, and spitroasted it. and if they can make a smoked spitroast MHm that would be good.
I'm english, we don't waste bad stuff, we just find ways of making the most out of it. Blood pudding, leftovers, you name it. infections we burn or turn into compost.
I'm a scary good shot, which is weird cos i'm almost legally blind with my eyes.  i'll be honest im showing off
yeah and that whole hunters thing, they are like poachers, like the idea hate everything involved. only there for the romance part. Not the functional part.
WTH does it take to take down a bear?

[Felicity]

Bow or Gun bears are more easy then moose. In canada they started up the Spear hunt for the bear which if it was ok here in Ontario i would give it a try sound like quite something. I find it funny when they talk about bacteria in raw meat but you go out and Eat Fast food like Mc donalds and stuff. Most hunters i know wast the blood but my self i filter it and use it. After all the blood is what gives meat its flavor which i why when i make stew's and stuff i use the animal blood as a base for it all. 1 Moose give about 5 gallons of blood well by the time you get it to your cold room anyways you lose quite a bit on the way. This year though might be the first year that i dont get a cow a few pigs and some chicken cause i moved to a bigger town and don't have land that i can rent. Also no cold room for me to prep the animal and i gonna apply for Tags in a new area where more people apply. Lucky for me not many people bow hunt so the chances of getting a tag are about 10 times better then apply for rifle. Btw Moose you half to apply one or the other but not both cept for a few places. Deer here you can get a few tag herd of people getting 5 tags in some years. Bear your only aloud one but they are more common so you can take your time and pick one out more less. Dont kill Bear's near town though they tast like what they eat so if they are close to town and eat trash you can guess how they tast. Also my Smoker there is a Spit built in so you can Spit smoke meat. or hand it or put it on the grill.

[Dragon]

Damn! i'd love to meet you sometime. and not just because of what you can do. But because of your attitude is: be yourself, so few people are.

[Felicity]

Damn you hit the nail right on the head for that one lol. Why change who you are to try and blend in or empress someone lol. I more less could not give 2 shits really what people think pardon the Expression. I too would be very much interested in meeting you..... A little update on the Test one. After 30 hours it seems like the blackness under the eyes came back. I didnt eat any form of meat since i started the "Test".  I was wondering would that be a Pass or Fail of Sorts.

[Dragon]

Pass, but atleast now you know what you are

[Felicity]

OK so one is a pass. But i still need to test 16. Also i would not know from which parent i would have gotten it. I have no talked to me dad is 20 years and he does not wish to talk with me... As for my mom shes Pale Skinny and Very sick and weak. She gets blood Transfusions 2 times a year for something i dont recall what the Condition is called. I tryed to look in her eyes Yesterday but she had fully dark brown eyes so its also hard to spot any dark ring or coloration by the Pupil. My dad he had light eyes like my self who change all the time just like my self also. From what my mom said about him he should have most the same traits that i had when doing the Awakening. I also have 2 brothers from my dad one is still to young to know cause hes 7 and the other he has only a few of the traits. My mom had an other Daughter with a nother man and Again same thing shows not very many of the Traits listed so im trying to see. I know that its not 100% the the child would be a infected if you will "I dont really like the term infected sounds kinda dirty."

[Dragon]

we don't use that term, vampire is better, so it looks like you inhertied from your dad's side.
heck some people are just not going to be worth your time. sometimes you just gotta find the people who are themselves, and stand on their principles (which tend to be vampires, werewolves). what can i say? we where teenagers antisocial comes a little easy for a while, then you learn to be more sociable. I will say this, i can flip emotions like a coin, or maybe that's just the way i grew up.
Control gets a little harder with a lack of blood. Don't let yourself get the shakes (we've talked about this somewhere else on the forum, NOT FUN).