need insight

[set]

Hey everyone, I'm 19 and have %95 of the traits listed for vampirism on the main site and the fact that they all about define me just left me stunned and speechless. I'm a sceptic and open-minded individual even when it comes to things that science cant quite define or just cant define at all but all this information just hit me like a speeding train, right now I might still be in the process of being awakened but I honestly don't know what to think nor can I just blindly accept something without at least a bit of evidence. Iv been a strange individual throughout my life or even gifted some have said, for example excellent hand eye coordination, ability to predict and read people, see in the dark extremely well, fast learner, and survived being strangled by my umbilical cord as a newborn, ability to walk as silent as the grave(this has become a habit of mine and it always resorts to people turning around and shitting their pants due to me just appearing behind them.), a natural of sorts when it comes to energy manipulation, unusually strong, fast, smart, perceptive, even potent manipulation skills (I used to pit classmates against each other in el through high) and this was all surprising for both my age and bodily stature (I was and still am really skinny and agile due to it). there's more but I just want to give you an idea of who I am (I really don't like to brag or draw attention to myself, I tend to avoid the spotlight as much as possible). point is iv always felt different from people and I just don't fit in (nor do I even want to, I can care less) and I tend to leave people around me uneasy and on edge no matter what I may be doing at that time (and honestly I don't intend to make myself seem edgy or anyone special, I apologize if I seem to be trying to make myself seem like a special snowflake.), I just want to know what I am so I can go on with my life not completely clueless to what's different about me but instead go about it in a type of clarity. I'm genuinely trying really hard to sound humble so don't take the information provided out of context or as a way for me to brag like some individuals that are to insecure to admit just being what they really are or "posers" if you will. I would really appreciate some insight on the reality of being a vampyr (a term used to refer to real phenomenon involving real people as well as the original way of spelling vampire), it would really help knowing what I am with a level of knowledge about it.

[Steve]

What the hell more evidence do you expect a website to be able to give?

[daniel51]

Exactly, I found out I was one from the list he already gave. It's also not about reading these things I knew I was one cause I felt it, everything he said it was just me reading things that I go through everyday an awakening is the realization of who you are (realizing you are a vampire). Also we don't use the term vampyr so please stop, it's a term widely used by posers and only used by posers. Sorry to burst your bubble you are not special every vampire has these abilities. In fact, I am practicing shape-shifting and getting better at it this is nothing extraordinary what you are saying that you are going through. What more do you want to know...the website offers everything. How to feed, what we are, the science, everything is in the website and this forum. Please don't waste our time here by asking these questions. If you want to know what you are you have to take the initiative to learn about it. No one is going to spoon feed you in this world. This is reality, If for some reason you think the website or this forum isn't good enough for you regarding "knowledge" please leave.

Thank you