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Post by Tiffany-Ann Michaca on Oct 2, 2020 20:49:02 GMT -5
I was told i was a medium/psychic & to see a witch to remove the spirit of child, a Demon👿 Child👶 to b exact. It doesn't wanna communicate w/ it wans to harm me in some way, shape, or form but, the Demon Child👿👶 doesn't knu how since, I'm strong enough to take on anything i got but, the person said only a witch can remove her. Fxck it! I'm not getting a witch to remove her but, the person brought up something Scary😨. She said it's probably trying to go after ppl around me & to my fiancé she can't get to but, to him she showes her true form, as a daek entity. & i knew all this. This is y i had told the spirit, pissing it off o.c., that it hs no power when, I'm present.😂😂 Pls, sis b extremely careful, w/ things u wish for. Throw some kosher salt on it (it has to be kosher salt) if it is possessed the demon will scream in pain and then be gone, if not then it's a normal kid and stop expecting it to be a perfect little angel because kids aren't little angels. Hahaha😆 sorry. Ik lil' kids ain't Angels cuz, my ex friend slept w/ her bf @ 15 & ended up having a baby boy & last time I spoke to Yani was ur ago. Her bf was teaching their son very bad habits, he hit Yani & argued w/ her infront of their son. Dunno how they r now but, my niece hits my parents in the face but, not me cuz, she knows damn better. Wish to share a photo w/ u guys. She gonna b 1yr old next month, well after I turn 27.... OKIEEE..... WTF, WTF, WTF, WTF, WTF! I just heard a child whinning & Death Note(Japanese Live Action) DVD is paused & I'm alone in Natalia's guestrooms that scared the fck out of me. Sorry, for the bad language.
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Post by deepa on Oct 3, 2020 23:40:31 GMT -5
focus on what it is you want to manifest, think of what that would look like, get a clear pic of it in your mind. how would it fit feel and look in your life like it was normal and everyday part of your life. and then imagine and feel how it would feel to already have it in your life and in the present moment. thats kinda the short version.many different ways to do it. depends on your level though I have a mind set abt what i want and life's being too difficult for me and my family I'll be turing 18 y/o after 16 days and all i want now is a good life for mh family and myself. I dont know how is manifesting actually done and i just wanna know the exact process really bad !
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Post by stellerjaye33 on Oct 4, 2020 7:13:06 GMT -5
again, focus on what it is you want. dont put your attention on anything else. you cant focus on how crapy things are now, you need to be hopfull in aa sence and just trust and know that wat you want is going to come into your life, in what ever way that will be even if it doesnt make sence to you. put your focus on the things you want and need and dont focus on how hard it is now or the fear of it all.
It does work. just practice at it.
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Post by Tiffany-Ann Michaca on Oct 4, 2020 9:58:57 GMT -5
again, focus on what it is you want. dont put your attention on anything else. you cant focus on how crapy things are now, you need to be hopfull in aa sence and just trust and know that wat you want is going to come into your life, in what ever way that will be even if it doesnt make sence to you. put your focus on the things you want and need and dont focus on how hard it is now or the fear of it all. It does work. just practice at it. Okie... I tried to get a Witch Craft book or a Book Of Spells book & immediately, my fiancé was not happy. Since, picking up a witch book crazy shit has been occuring a drempt of the dead girl again & I had a strong feeling she was outside my room door trying to get in to do harm til, my dad gone to the kitchen placing the lutes on I felt her energy gone. Seriously, WTF does she wan w/ me?
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Post by Tiffany-Ann Michaca on Oct 9, 2020 11:14:34 GMT -5
Hay all......ik i may seem abit perkie[very happy] well, few reasons. Deepa sorry but, u'll b in my shoes 1 day but, i snuck off w/ my fiance. Mum said him & i could go where ever we waned w/o them so, i stayed @ the hotel../explicit\.. Then, we hung out @ the mall someone placed a guardian angle w/ us cuz The Mall At Millennium was where we went... Yes. U may have heard bout it on the news yesterday or this morning, yes there was a shooting but, I'm okie & so is my fiancé. We left 30mins b'4 the shoot out happened 4 ppl r arrested but, they still looking for a 5th guy a shooter (or possible shooter(s)) we were back @ the hotel when, it was happening but, we r okie. I was told it 1st happened in the Food Court we were @ the Food Cout but, we didn't shop they also gone to Bloomingdale's. Food court was practically, empty idk y they'd start a shoot out there. We also, gone to Haunted Attraction the owner ik got my fiancé & i in for FREE it scared me abit the 2x around.
Wat did u all do this week!??
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Post by Steve on Oct 10, 2020 11:29:15 GMT -5
Sounds like some one is looking out or you.
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Post by Tiffany-Ann Michaca on Oct 10, 2020 13:30:31 GMT -5
Sounds like some one is looking out or you. I always said Sandy my close aunt is but, idk who is.... Wish i knew.... Thnx Steve. Growning up i hated life but, since, being w/ my fiancé wish i had thought differently, & loved life abit more... Lol he makes everything F.U.N.😅😂 ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ =⌒.⌒=
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Post by deepa on Oct 11, 2020 14:18:01 GMT -5
again, focus on what it is you want. dont put your attention on anything else. you cant focus on how crapy things are now, you need to be hopfull in aa sence and just trust and know that wat you want is going to come into your life, in what ever way that will be even if it doesnt make sence to you. put your focus on the things you want and need and dont focus on how hard it is now or the fear of it all. It does work. just practice at it. Thank u for being so kind and supporting to me from the begining. I'll trust the process as u said but I'm really impatience. Whenever i focus on those things always there's something which ruins everything and my belief upon these things. Never thought life could be so wrost specially when I'm growing up. Anyways i wish you all a happy life and happy upcoming Halloween!!! <3
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Post by Tiffany-Ann Michaca on Oct 11, 2020 14:52:18 GMT -5
again, focus on what it is you want. dont put your attention on anything else. you cant focus on how crapy things are now, you need to be hopfull in aa sence and just trust and know that wat you want is going to come into your life, in what ever way that will be even if it doesnt make sence to you. put your focus on the things you want and need and dont focus on how hard it is now or the fear of it all. It does work. just practice at it. Thank u for being so kind and supporting to me from the begining. I'll trust the process as u said but I'm really impatience. Whenever i focus on those things always there's something which ruins everything and my belief upon these things. Never thought life could be so wrost specially when I'm growing up. Anyways i wish you all a happy life and happy upcoming Halloween!!! <3 Sis, take it from a steampunk Pastel Goth like me.... I used to b a full blown emo gothic chick who hated life, i knu how u feel but, pls don't put urself down. It took more then 3 years i was not allowed to touch knives, plastic & any sharp object. It was hard but, it got easier. Ppl never were how they r now but, some days r going bck to the past & I'm fighting off my demons once, again. Relaps has happened afew times... But, don't worry bout me too much. =⌒.⌒= btw i learned if, someone harms themselves they will die faster.... What's done, is done i cannot change my past althou, i wiah someone helped me stop me a week in from being an emo but, i wasn't lucky but, instead on my 15th b-day my close aunt who i told i was a emo who harmed she tried her best to help me out but, sadly i knew y she did what she did. She committed suicide & taught me a valuable life lesson, to show me what more there is in life. Althou, i do miss Sandy she is always there making sure I'm not relapsing or doin' things that'll hurt me. I hope u keep happiness in u growin', sis. Wó ái né, jiye.(i love u, sis.)
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Post by deepa on Oct 12, 2020 12:00:04 GMT -5
Thanks for your concern but I'm not at the point where i hurt myself i know things can get tough sometimes. Life is supposed to have ups and downs and I'm on the same phage of life it's just that i need someome who understands and actually cares. You're really good 💗!!
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Post by Tiffany-Ann Michaca on Oct 12, 2020 13:29:53 GMT -5
Thanks for your concern but I'm not at the point where i hurt myself i know things can get tough sometimes. Life is supposed to have ups and downs and I'm on the same phage of life it's just that i need someome who understands and actually cares. You're really good 💗!! Thnx sis. U knu i was harming @ a young age, drawling pentagrams & shyte but, it was only cuz, i was on the oppisite side of life, felt i never belonged, felt hated, felt no one care, was hit by my ex & the ex after him waned to r@pe his own children if, he had any that when, (my fiancé) @ the time fiancé was the only 1 who understood me for being my close friend & he always was there to help me not to harm but, when ex had said wat he did i waned that day to b the end for me idk wat told me to do it but, i told Dávid wat was goin' on he broke the relationship up for me & stopped me from harming placing rules & hid them from me ever getting a hold of 'em. Counselling finally, helped me open up boxes i hid since, that time & i am okie w/ speaking up issuse(sometimes) & speak bout my past harming situation w/o fear cuz, i wanna now, b that person to help someone else who is close to that situation or somewat simular. Like, u sis. Ur the 1 who kept me here, & now i feel i have to repay u w/ trying to help u out. Ik @ times i sound depressed, i always am.... but, I'm trying to bring happiness bck, into my life. Sis if, u need someone to chat w/ I'm always around just send me a private chat msg it can b any thing even girl questions, I'm still abit queer but, it doesn't stop my from being a girl or stopping me from sharing advice & the 101[scoop & Secrets], bout guys. BTW i don't fall for girl's it just a side of me, liking Unicorns🦄, Rainbows🌈 & Glitter✨.=⌒.⌒= U knu that, i got no body(a.k.a. no friends). It is good thou, that i got ppl like, @stellerjay33, @steve & u, sis, deepa.=⌒.⌒=
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Post by Tiffany-Ann Michaca on Oct 15, 2020 10:02:07 GMT -5
deepa,i knu i was told wat i have done in the past would make me die faster.... I'm starting to have regrets now, & feel everyone around me starting to see me as wat they used to see me as. I'm getting bullied again sis, in worst ways then, my past.... Any advice.... I knu u should b asking me of advice but, r.n. i need some.... I'm back on the other side of life, again. My health, this time, isdeteriorating slowly & i didn't tell anyone but, fiancé yesterday & now, u today, & i knu others can see this but, idc at the moment....
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Post by deepa on Oct 17, 2020 12:01:15 GMT -5
deepa,i knu i was told wat i have done in the past would make me die faster.... I'm starting to have regrets now, & feel everyone around me starting to see me as wat they used to see me as. I'm getting bullied again sis, in worst ways then, my past.... Any advice.... I knu u should b asking me of advice but, r.n. i need some.... I'm back on the other side of life, again. My health, this time, isdeteriorating slowly & i didn't tell anyone but, fiancé yesterday & now, u today, & i knu others can see this but, idc at the moment.... Trust me I'm at my worst nowadays. I like a guy for like 1 and half years and he rejected me cause he hasn't moved on yet but he sometimes talks to me and i feel like I'm being an option or just an distraction for him.My bday is after 1 day and I'm all sad rn even though i made a promise i wouldn't let sadness ruin my 18th bday. I've been feeling so down and still I'm choosing myself over everything that's happening. I always take my earpods playing a nice song and go to the rooftop when it's going to get dark,when there are some stars so i wont feel lonely. I think about every positive thing that i want in my upcoming days like steller said to me. I ain't gonna give up on my happiness for a temporary sadness. You can do the same if you want. I wish u for a happy life.
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Post by Tiffany-Ann Michaca on Oct 17, 2020 17:08:17 GMT -5
deepa,i knu i was told wat i have done in the past would make me die faster.... I'm starting to have regrets now, & feel everyone around me starting to see me as wat they used to see me as. I'm getting bullied again sis, in worst ways then, my past.... Any advice.... I knu u should b asking me of advice but, r.n. i need some.... I'm back on the other side of life, again. My health, this time, isdeteriorating slowly & i didn't tell anyone but, fiancé yesterday & now, u today, & i knu others can see this but, idc at the moment.... Trust me I'm at my worst nowadays. I like a guy for like 1 and half years and he rejected me cause he hasn't moved on yet but he sometimes talks to me and i feel like I'm being an option or just an distraction for him.My bday is after 1 day and I'm all sad rn even though i made a promise i wouldn't let sadness ruin my 18th bday. I've been feeling so down and still I'm choosing myself over everything that's happening. I always take my earpods playing a nice song and go to the rooftop when it's going to get dark,when there are some stars so i wont feel lonely. I think about every positive thing that i want in my upcoming days like steller said to me. I ain't gonna give up on my happiness for a temporary sadness. You can do the same if you want. I wish u for a happy life. Thnx sis but, is it a bad thing not really being scared of death or death should b a scary thing for me?... idc really if, I'm supposed to b scared of death, sorry sis. I falling back in gothic emo scene wish i didn't but, i guess where is were my soul beings i will promise that i won't go bck into harming if, i do follow the path my soul is callin' for. Steam Punk Pastel Goth isn't sticking the way i hoped my fiancé is okie w/ it as long as i don't harm. I'm glad but, i will try to refind happiness somehow. I was only aloner w/o friends cuz, i chose that life but, i need a change in my life so, i chose have different type of friends. I'm happy to have u guys, u deepa, Steve, Steller, & few others cuz, i waned to b accepted & liked no matter if, u guys r human, not human or half humans idc about that, all i care about is that i only wan to feel i am acepted & not being used as i was used in my past... Hopefully, once i live w/ my fiance i get to have my belly button piercing, spider bite piercing, Septum (between the nose) piecing, earring Guages, & other piecings i'd wan i wish to get 'em done by LuLu's Body Piecing's place but, not close to my new apartment that my fiancé & i wan & Clair's piercing station has caused too many infections. Black Friday(YouTube mum) has beautiful peircings & is my gothic role model. So, w/ the new changes to come I'll make sure i add in happiness sis. Stars in the sky aren't that cool where i live, cuz there aren't many in Florida. BTW try acting hard to get w/ ur crush & act like ur into another guy when, ur really not into the guy ur crush will, hopefully, ask u out or somethin' getting jealous. L.O.L. Oh, yeah! Sis..... 🎂Sang ii Chu Ka He Re Yo Noona.🎂 (Korean for: "🎂Happy birthday to you, younger sister.🎂")
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Post by deepa on Oct 18, 2020 11:12:32 GMT -5
Thank you noona!!💗 And do whatever taht makes you happy. And i don't really think that not being scared of death is something bad honestly I would take that as being super brave cause many people are super scared of death and so am i tbh. Just know your worth you deserve a longer and a better life !!
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