I just can't tell if I'm going insane or if i acually am one

[berkthefirst]

So I've had my doubts for about four years now and I just want to have a second opinion before I tell a friend of mine.  I have almost all of the traits listed on the "vampire traits" page but am lacking in the "how to spot a vampire" section.  Basically the only thing that makes me unsure (other than not having Those said traits) is the fact that I've never had human blood other than my own, which I've notice doesn't really do anything other than get me all "blood-happy" or whatever.  I feel weak but it's not like I'm always feeling sick.  I tried convincing myself that it was all just me and my big brain playing tricks on me but I still had days/nights where the thirst would drive me crazy. After about three months of those episodes or whatever you call them I guess I just went back to the conclusion that I had to be a vampire.  One of my friends found out that I thought I was a vampire but she just told me I was going through a phase and I was not a vampire.  After that I just kind of pretended that she was right and acted like it never happened.  I'm not sure what to believe and I have no clue what I should do.  I would think I would be fully awakened by now but I have no idea how long they normally take and wouldn't I be like really sick all the time if I was a vampire? Btw sorry for the rant I'm just so confused right now; I just don't understand why else I would have this unquenchable thirst and sleep better during the day and all that stuff.  I'M SO CONFUSED!

[ahktu]

Eat some rare steaks for a few days and see if you notice any changes. If the blood from the steak doesn't help at all, it is probably a psychological fixation and not actual vampirism.

[berkthefirst]

Ok I'll try to get my hands on some, thanks for the advice

[saffron]

I don't know if Im too young to know if I am in fact a real vampire but from the traits that are listed on the website at least 32 of them apply to me. I have never actually tried any human blood but my own, so I do not know how I react to it yet. I have extremely pale skin and after trying the experiment with the steaks there was a big difference in my complexion. I was in a bad car accident when I was a child and the doctor said I was very lucky to still be alive and that I only had one broken bone, and even then that still healed at a slightly increased speed, not much quicker, but I was out of my cast and walking again before expected. I am constantly told that I am younger than I truly am and it becomes frustrating sometimes. Sunlight gives me terrible migraines if I am outside for too long so I tend to stay indoors quite a lot. I am not going to list every single trait and how it effects me, but these are a few examples. I am genuinely concerned that I am a real vampire but I still don't know how to be certain.

[sprytediet]

I actually did get a high from drinking my donor's blood, but I still have unanswered questions.

[berkthefirst]

I still haven't been able to get ahold of any steak, any other ideas?

[berkthefirst]

Jul 22, 2015 17:54:47 GMT -5 ahktu said:

Eat some rare steaks for a few days and see if you notice any changes. If the blood from the steak doesn't help at all, it is probably a psychological fixation and not actual vampirism.

so I know that you say you need a certain amount of steak; how many ounces do you think

[Deleted]

Guy's im so confused to wether im a vampire or not. Lately ive been have vivid memories of my past (keep in mind i had a wierd childhood) when i was about 13 years old there were these kids named tom and marucus who would pick on one of my best friends matthew. When i found out matthew was getting picked on i decided to stop the matter at its source. I confronted his attackers and told them to stop. They took it as a threat and pinned me down to the ground. They called me count damian cause i was very pale. One of them had a pocket knife and used it to cut their palm they forced my mouth open while every one was watching and let a couple drops of blood fall into my mouth. At the very taste of the crimson delight i found the strengh to get up and knock him down. The thought in my head was to fight back but instead i bent down and continued to drink. At the time didnt know what came over me . Every one i knew look at me like i was a freak and thanks to my parents i spent 3 years in therapy. When i finaly exepted i was normal a couple years later it happened again. My girlfriend carrie had been going threw a suicidal phase at the time. On our way back to our houses i saw she was bleeding. When i asked her about it she started to cry and mutter about her bipolar mother. I couldnt hear what she was saying exactly because all i could think about was her blood. I bent down gently pulled up her wrist and began to suck the blood off. Ever since those times ive had an excruciating pain in my stomach where no matter how much i ate it never went away. I asked the doctors about it and they said i was fine. Finally i found the vampire website and took a vampire test. My results were positive. Now im more confused than ever because i all ways thought it was a mental issue. Can u guys help me with my situation?

[berkthefirst]

Assuming you're still a minor I would try to stick to steaks, if not try to find a donor, which can be really hard to find but not impossible, so like I said, steak

[Deleted]

Alright ill give it a steak test. Ill reply the rusults and comfirm. It might be a while for me its very expensive

[berkthefirst]

I thought you said you already tested it...

[Deleted]

The contact info test that is a test right or am i being stupid

[berkthefirst]

The steak test is the only for sure way to test it

[Deleted]

Ah ok ill do the steak test. Sorry for the confusion

[berkthefirst]

It's good