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Sept 2, 2020 18:29:53 GMT -5
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Post by Tiffany-Ann Michaca on Sept 2, 2020 18:29:53 GMT -5
I find dyslexia a curse & Mild Autism. I always get pushed away, ppl used to steal things from me & i was useless, & got ditched by ppl who "say" they my friends & ask me to hang out w/ 'em @ the mall then, when i go to meet up w/ 'em they txt saying "Sorry change of plans! May b nex time.", i hate it! This is the type of stuff my fiancé doesn't like, idk how it happened but, he found me in a toxic relationship that almost ended badly, & if it wasn't for him i wouldn't of been here today cuz, it was that bad my previous relationship, even b'4 then, a druggie i used to knu but, never waned to b friends w/ him (for the fact that, he was a druggie), he tried to date me & i told him no. I didn't wan someone who reflected the same shyte as my birth mum did & she waned me dead. i will live for my children will never wan anything bad to happen to 'em, ever. I didn't wan to b w/ anyone, cuz truthfully, i hated the world. The world, took my close Aunt from me, now she's my Angle althou, i wish she had opened up to me as she did for me i thought her & i could tell 1 another everything & keep each others secrets but, she took her life, on my 15th b'day. My fiancé now, who @ that time was my bf, was the only person that actually took it upon himself to set rules & boundaries & i had to accept 'em so, i didn't go w/ her. Just recently, i finally got to cut open an orange after, 4¹/2 yrs. He said I'm fine but, truthfully i don't feel any diff counseling never even, helped. I'm sorry that I'm ranting, again, Deepa.....i knu ppl don't care. It's fine, w/ me. & Yeah.... i'll- - Imma shut up now.😕😔
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